relationships

The writhing larvae of self-doubt bore their way into my brain.
My insecurities metamorphosize and take flight,
leaving a trail of waste in their wake.
I crave reassurance and it shames me,

(a bit incohesive ... but it's straight "off top")

never been good at chemistry
but i understand this ...
solutes and solvents
you're the sugar to my water
or perhaps i am yours to mine

Today I let go ...

I surrendered my pain beneath a downpour in the ebony of the moonlight

Let it envelop the darkness of unforgiven trespasses

As shoulders hunched and body wracked

his pain
hurts me
i want to wrap
  i
     n 
        s
myself  i
           d
        e
his mind
in order that i may
stand
         under
what hurts him so
the pain
be
     hind
his mahogany eyes
gets
d e t c e l f e
(r)
e f l e c t e d
in my own
but he cannot speak
it seems