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Maybe I Do Hate You
For so long
I heard it ...
Kornika,
You are worthless
You are not good enough
You will never be anything
You are nobody
untitled (my body betrays me)
My body betrays me
In it lies the remembrances
Of a child it once borne
And then bore
But lost forever
Not to death
But to life
Without me
Apart from me
In a better place
Just not with me
Variables
They got the best of me
Wrong situations
Inappropriate circumstances
But I don't believe in my right
So I chose the hardest thing
And now I live with it daily
Thinking that I have failed
Not as a person
But worse
Unbearable grief
Accepting the best for you
Was the worst for me
At times I'm afraid of success
For fear it will be seen
As in spite of you
writing on the walls
*sigh*
for peter "kiser" berry
incomplete because my strength wanes
and these days strength is hard to come by
i see walls before me
all covered with your name
everytime i return
to my windy home
and without fail
when realization occurs
i stop.
then tears come
the thing is ...
i cannot escape you
your moniker is
E V E R Y W H E R E
i sit on the train
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