Today I let go ...

I surrendered my pain beneath a downpour in the ebony of the moonlight

Let it envelop the darkness of unforgiven trespasses

As shoulders hunched and body wracked

Moisture of tears masked by drops of rain

Betrayed by the salty taste upon my lips

I chased away the shadows upon my plains that block the light of You

The writhing larvae of self-doubt bore their way into my brain.
My insecurities metamorphosize and take flight,
leaving a trail of waste in their wake.
I crave reassurance and it shames me,
despair plagues me and I weep.
Musky tears shed for no sake but my own.
I am overwhelmed by the smallness of my will.

You are my perfection, the cornerstone of my heart.

(26.12.07 )

never been good at chemistry
but i understand this ...
solutes and solvents
you're the sugar to my water
or perhaps i am yours to mine
either way, we melt
you into me
me into you
breathlessly
a solution
maybe a resolution
we've done this before
tumultuously
left with an acidic taste
tempered by immaturity
drenched in deception
less than seven