An ordinary woman on an extraordinary journey to get closer to God through getting to know Jesus.

I Need You to See Me

(July 8, 2016)

Dear Friends,

I just want to say without it being dismissed as being overly sensitive, that those of us who are people of color HATE when people say that they don't see color.

Well, let me not be the spokesperson for all people of color but, for me and those that I know, it really irks us.

Like, we know it's usually meant innocently and it's usually meant to imply that we aren't judged for our skin but, at the same time, we ALWAYS see color because we are ALWAYS our color and even if *you* don't judge us for it, we can NEVER escape it.

There's not a day that goes by in which I'm not Asian *and* judged for it. I mean, I must be good at math and had strict parents and eat dogs and be really smart and submissive and the list goes on and on ...

Untitled (Maybe I Do Hate You)

For so long
I heard it ...

You are worthless
You are not good enough
You will never be anything
You are nobody

Over and over
And over
And over

And still it echoes
It resonates
In my very core

And the more success
I put between

The more I hear it:

You are worthless
You are not good enough
You will never be anything

Do Something

(June 18, 2014)

Go forth and turn your when into NOW. Turn your intentions into ACTION. Focus on prayer, focus on people, and focus on purpose.

When I find myself distressed, upset, frazzled, unfocused, discontent, wavering in faith, restless or in conflict over a decision I try to remember to be still and turn to the Word.

Today, at lunch, I did just that and ended up randomly opening the Bible

Sex, Marriage, and Fairytales

(March 11, 2013)

So on Facebook someone asks me if I've seen a video that was posted and, if so, what I thought of it. Well, 650 words later, they knew.

It was in a private group I posted my opinion so I thought I'd share it for the whole world here. My thoughts and the video are mutually exclusive of each other but the spoken word video is what inspired my fingers to start typing so watch and read ...


(If video does not start click here to view it.)

I feel like marriage was not necessarily meant to make us happy, but to bring us closer to Him. I know that sucks as a theory but the state of marriage is one that requires more virtue and constancy than anything else in life. In our current culture, we are bombarded by images of romance as if romance alone can sustain relationships. But the idea that marriage can survive on romance alone,

Catharsis (Part 1)

(February 6, 2013)

I've been praying daily to find my spiritual gift. Because everyone has one.

Having gifts that differ according to the grace given to us, let us use them: if prophecy, in proportion to our faith; if service, in our serving; the one who teaches, in his teaching; the one who exhorts, in his exhortation; the one who contributes, in generosity; the one who leads, with zeal; the one who does acts of mercy, with cheerfulness. (Romans 12:6-8, ESV)

Actually, let me take that back. I think I have always known that my gift is my ability to convey thought and emotion through writing. What I have been praying for is the way to apply my gift into a sustainable mission. That's how this website came to be destroyed and rebuilt. But, as those who have been around for awhile know, this site has been destroyed and rebuilt quite a few times in several different incarnations.

A Few Seconds of Thanks

(November 5, 2012)

God gave us the gift of 86,400 seconds each day. I just want to take a few to just give thanks. I have so much to be thankful for. I am blessed beyond measure.

Stop Trying to Hug Porcupines

(November 02, 2012)

Earlier today I was inspired by one of my friends' statuses on Facebook. He basically stated that he came to a life changing epiphany that it was impossible to live a righteous life without God.

Well ...

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